🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It began on a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable. The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours. Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods. What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain. One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home. Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads. Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies. It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this. In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered. In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms. Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed. National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people. But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity. The national guidelines need revising to reflect a